The First Flashback of My Life Remedy

Flashback, something that makes you smile or moody? Well, for me it's totally a fun thing, however, at the same time, it makes me feel awkward. Looking back at the photos of my friends and places where they have travelled to makes me have a sudden momentum to join them, however it was gone long time ago. I was once had the chance to join them and most likely i should be at one of the place in the photo instead, but i've failed, perhaps i have let my fellows down as well. Whenever i recall those memories, i'll remember myself for doing some homework or extra tutorials that i have asked from the school teachers for the sake of achieving merits in exam and there will be friends phoning me and asking me out to some places. Of course, i'll be rejecting their requests without hestitation by giving them piles of ludicrous reasons which eventually sounds absurb when i've recalled them nowadays. I have no idea it implies a great impact to my life with my friends later on which i begin to feel like being isolated when i have graduated from my high school. Perhaps, i have never felt regret of it but somehow it makes me feel incomplete in my teenage life. The imperfection of having fun with my buddies and hanging out with my friends has really drawn a huge question mark in my head and thinking of that problem, it seems like i'll never have a satisfy answer for that (yup, i've gotta study for exams!). Eventually, i screwed up my social life and failed to communicate with anyone, even with my close friends. They felt that i was obnoxious and friendships between me and my friends have begun to grow distance. I realised i was a twit at that moment, it was never like me in person. Time fled and i've tried fixing myself into someone who's more pleasant to be with and i've moved on to make new friends as well as keeping a well-balanced contact with my previous friends. This has really taught me a great lesson and i'll always bear that in mind, friends are not whorever you make friend with and then dump them aside when you have a more important event in your life, you should treasure them instead.

Quote of the day: Never say never when you have the chance